return of the Flop
My dear worms seem to be having a little revolt.
In direct contradiction to previous research, once again my 2nd study group has shown no positive effect of tocotrienols (isomer in family of vit. E) whatsoever on its lifespan. Another 25 days gone and with nothing to show for it. One of those days when you feel like going into your lab with a sledgehammer and swinging that around for a few minutes until all your frustration has been vented.
If the tocotrienols show no positive effect, then what's the point of testing which genes were effected by the vitamin E isomer to give a now-defunct beneficial effect? I am just flabbergasted. My supervisor has asked me to proceed to the next supplementation adult-day-0 start point group ... but my head is spinning now. The risk of breaking new ground is that, sometimes you might not come across anything significant.
Feeling physically tired ... going to the lab every day of the week, travelling 3 hours a day, and alot of manual labwork ... The lack of proper results is getting to me. Good sleep seems elusive ... can sleep but feel little rested or dream alot. And an overbearing feeling of internal lethargy ... no mood to write up my log book, prepare my presentations or read up the latest related science updates.
Am I approaching burn-out? Feeling similar to the same point of time in my undergraduate year (March 2007) - was too drained to care, just dreadfully slogging to compile my results from 5 months of lab, trying to finish those burdensome pages of my undergrad thesis.
Only thing is ... I ain't gonna finish in another 2 months like my undergrad (ended with my viva in May 2007), but this will drag on till at least end of 2010. If not LONGER!
And I thought I'd handle it better the 2nd time around ... "buries head into pillow"
In direct contradiction to previous research, once again my 2nd study group has shown no positive effect of tocotrienols (isomer in family of vit. E) whatsoever on its lifespan. Another 25 days gone and with nothing to show for it. One of those days when you feel like going into your lab with a sledgehammer and swinging that around for a few minutes until all your frustration has been vented.
If the tocotrienols show no positive effect, then what's the point of testing which genes were effected by the vitamin E isomer to give a now-defunct beneficial effect? I am just flabbergasted. My supervisor has asked me to proceed to the next supplementation adult-day-0 start point group ... but my head is spinning now. The risk of breaking new ground is that, sometimes you might not come across anything significant.
Feeling physically tired ... going to the lab every day of the week, travelling 3 hours a day, and alot of manual labwork ... The lack of proper results is getting to me. Good sleep seems elusive ... can sleep but feel little rested or dream alot. And an overbearing feeling of internal lethargy ... no mood to write up my log book, prepare my presentations or read up the latest related science updates.
Am I approaching burn-out? Feeling similar to the same point of time in my undergraduate year (March 2007) - was too drained to care, just dreadfully slogging to compile my results from 5 months of lab, trying to finish those burdensome pages of my undergrad thesis.
Only thing is ... I ain't gonna finish in another 2 months like my undergrad (ended with my viva in May 2007), but this will drag on till at least end of 2010. If not LONGER!
And I thought I'd handle it better the 2nd time around ... "buries head into pillow"




