Sunday, September 27, 2009

A clash in the vacuum (Part 7 - alternate timeline)

Note: This is an alternate ending to this particular story of the USS Fortitude. It is meant to continue after A clash in the vacuum (Part 6) and replace A clash in the vacuum (Part 7).

LOCATION: USS Fortitude, somewhere inside the Nos Asteroid Field

The USS Fortitude lifted off from the asteroid with its navigational thrusters.
"Let's get this over with. Take us out Helmsman, best speed".
Its engines spewed out subatomic particles to generate forward movement, and she slowly edged out of the shadow of the asteroid. The light brown saucer section of the IV Fortitude was visible in the distance, coming towards them like a bird of prey about to pounce on its victim. Both ships now accelerated towards each other, towards their clash in the vacuum of space.

Captain Stephanes rang out a list of orders as the IV Fortitude sent out yet another string of torpedoes and pulse cannons blazing towards them. Already their shields were below 50% and barely holding against the onslaught let loose onto them.
"Keep our starboard shields above 40%! Helmsman, execute evasive pattern delta 3!"
The ship tilted in such a way that the torpedoes and energy bolts hit several shield sections simultaneously to spread their impact. But right behind them was another barrage of torpedoes, hidden behind the first wave.
Explosions tossed the crew around the bridge and the ship swerved off its course as an entire side deck of the ship burst into a thousand pieces of flaming debris.
"We've lost the starboard sections of Decks 14 and 15! Emergency force-fields in place and holding!" reported Chief Engineer Hamidi, directing what little power remained to keep those 2 decks from suffering catastrophic decompression. "Total hull integrity is at 65%! Captain, she can't hold for much longer!".
"We have no weapons left on our starboard side; the explosion must have fried their firing control stations!" moaned Tactical Officer Travis. He re-routed firing control and power supply to the forward and portside weapons batteries. Their curtain of defensive fire had to be kept up to stay alive. They only had abit more distance to cover to reach optimum ramming distance of the IV Fortitude.
"Stay sharp, everyone! Keep her together!" called Captain Stephanes as they tried to out-turn a burst of incoming energy bolts.
The bridge's viewscreen showed the IV Fortitude suddenly turning away and jumping to warp.
Everyone tensed, waiting to see what new trap or weapon they were about to get into. But sensors faithfully showed the enemy vessel exiting their vicinity at maximum speed.
"Where did they go?" whispered First Officer Tellis, afraid to jinx the unexpected turn of events.
Not waiting to see what was happening, Hamidi rushed out of the Bridge to his Engineering Deck to personally take over damage control efforts.

A flashing blue light appeared on the computer console of Tactical Officer Travis. He checked what it meant and his mouth fell open.
"Captain; we're receiving a broad-spectrum transmission. It's from ... our 76th Fleet" spoke Travis, hardly believing what he was saying.
The bridge became as silent as a cemetery, all eyes turned upon the Captain. His face became like the weathered bark of an ancient tree, struggling to make up his mind.
"Receive transmission. Put it on the viewscreen" came his softly given order.
On the viewscreen came a familiar face and voice.
"This is Captain Fredinand of the USS Trent to the USS Fortitude, please respond. We have received alarming text messages from your ship and have come to investigate. Please respond if you are picking this transmission up. I repeat, please respond".
"Captain ... sir?" prodded First Officer Tellis as the Captain sat paralysed in his chair, hands shivering and cold sweat breaking out on his forehead. He realised that the proximity of the USS Trent must have frightened off the enemy IV Fortitude. Amidst the glare of red-tinted emergency illumination and the flashing of warning lights, his mind froze for an instant, a second which seemed to drag on for an eternity. He had clung on to his pride and self-worth for so long, endlessly worried about his image and the perception of his peers; the other Captains and Commanders of Fleet Command. But maintaining a good solid image that hid the truth of their dilapidated state was not worth dying for.
"Travis, open a coms channel to the USS Trent"
First Officer Tellis had to kick a stunned Tactical Officer Travis to activate a real-time video feed between the ships. "Channel open, sir".
Captain Stephanes stood up and arranged his uniform to look a tad more presentable.
"USS Trent, this is Captain Stephanes of the USS Fortitude" began the Captain, his mouth feeling like it was full of iron wool.
The look of relief on Captain Fredinand's face upon contacting his friend turned into one of concern. "Captain, thank God, we've been looking for you. Are you and your ship alright?". The sight of the battered bridge, disheveled command crew and half-lit smoke-filled atmosphere gave away their true condition.
Stephanes had to breath deeply two times before speaking a sentence that caused him to blush with shame. "Mayday ... I repeat, mayday. We require ... immediate emergency assistance"
Every word came out of his mouth like boulders, overly large and burdensome. But the other command staff of the Bridge broke into tears of relief and gave whops of joy; for their lonely ordeal had an end in sight.
Fredinand nodded his head in acknowledgement. "Captain, I've contacted Fleet Command for assistance upon receiving your latest text transmission. Please hold on, we're patching this transmission in to a Commodore in our 76th Fleet Command"

The viewscreen blanked out and was replaced with the visage of Commodore Vertrouwen.
"Stephanes ... what happened?" came Vertrouwen's calm inquiry.
"Commodore, we require immediate emergency assistance ... we've suffered ... extensive battle damage and have many casualties. We are ... unable to maneuver on our own ... and need help to return to space dock". Though the words came out of his mouth, the Captain felt like he was watching from a distance a stranger speaking. With a few more sentences, he described in brief what had happened and discussed with the Commodore what needed to be done.
The extent of his failure as Captain of his starship now crushed heavily upon him like a huge black mountain. He had gotten the crew and the ship entrusted to him into a dead end crisis and nearly destroyed them in an unnecessary and mad suicide run. But admitting his failure and formally requesting for aid was like a burden slowly lifting off his shoulders; his mistakes were just as real and just as serious as before, but others were now coming alongside to help him and his ship deal with a situation which they couldn't handle any further by their own selves. It wasn't easy, but definitely better than ending up as scrap metal drifting in space.
The Commodore took awhile to discuss several details with others in Fleet Command before returning to the viewscreen.
"We acknowledge your call for help, Captain. The USS Trent and a few other ships are coming in at best speed and will rendezvous at your position in 3 standard hours. The fleet's on their way for you. 76th Fleet Command out".
Captain Fredinand's face reappeared on the viewscreen. Stephanes had something to say and he said it. "Fredinand, thank you for making that command decision to specifically come after us and contact our Fleet Command, even though you didn't have to"
A reserved grin stretched across the face on the viewscreen. "It's what a friend does, Captain. You should have told us earlier what was happening. Hang on Stephanes, we're coming for you at maximum achievable warp. USS Trent out".
Amidst the rejoicing making it's rounds onboard the still-half-lit bridge, Captain Stephanes had one call to make.

"This is the Captain to the ship's brig. I am ordering the release of Gewissen and reinstating him as First Officer of the USS Fortitude; effective immediately"

COPYRIGHT of MICHAEL LIM (26.9.2009)
p.s. acknowledgement of ideas gleaned from the Star Trek series of books. Characters and ships are not related in anyway, intentional or unintentional, to those inside the official Trek Universe.

Friday, September 25, 2009

A Clash in the Vacuum (Appendix 2a - edited)

Note:
This takes place somewhere between A clash in the vacuum (Appendix 1) and A clash in the vacuum Part 5.

LOCATION: Ship's Brig, USS Fortitude, somewhere inside the Nos Asteroid Field.

Former First Officer Gewissen had noticed the increasing number of harried and dirt-stained personnel rushing past the prison brig entrance. Asking his prison cell guard what was happening, he got a frown as reply.
"The Captain is readying the ship for our suicide run on the ISS Fortitude" was all he would offer after a few minutes of noisy protestations and angry glares.
Gewissen closed his eyes in sad resignation. He had hoped that the captain would reconsider his plans after given sometime to think through. But that hope was brutally shattered by reality.
"That fool, that idiot ... he's really going to kill ourselves"
He had one last wild card to play - many years ago, he had secretly placed a nanotech device on the Captain that would force a mind-to-mind communication link between him and the Captain. It could only be used once as it would burn out after that. He focused his thoughts, activating the device on himself and opening the mind-link with the Captain.

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LOCATION: Unknown

One moment Captain Stephanes was in his Ready Room dictating his final farewells to his family and friends, and the next he was in an empty door-less white hall. With only one other person in it.
"Gewissen, what do you want now" he fumed in frustration.
"I'm not letting you kill us all, Captain, not without attempting to dissuade you one last time"
"What have you done? Where are we?" inquired the Captain as he failed to find a route of escape, or any clue that showed how he was brought to this featureless hall.
Gewissen smiled. "We are now in a mind-link where we can talk privately without interruption. For the equivalent of 12 hours, but only 12 minutes actually passes in real time. All the time in the world". He had a angry captive audience for those 12 hours/minutes.

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LOCATION: Ship's Brig, USS Fortitude, somewhere inside the Nos Asteroid Field.

Former First Officer Gewissen snapped back into his body on-board the USS Fortitude, with a huge pounding headache and blood trickling from his nostrils. He had pushed his mind to the limit to maintain the mind-link as long as it was possible, and the connection wasn't helped by the fierce mental resistance of the Captain. Every single argument, logically presented or appealing to the emotion, via theatrical rhetoric's, plain speech or plaintive pleading, had been given to no avail. The Captain had wavered, hanging in indecision for much of those 12 hours. But when he was forced to disconnect from the mind-link due to unbearable exhaustion, the Captain was still indecisive but continuing his plan to destroy the ISS Fortitude in a suicide run in the absence of acceptable alternatives. Acceptable to Stephanes, that is. The last thought he sensed in the Captain's mind was that he would continue to dictate his final farewells to his family and friends.

Gewissen carefully laid down his head onto his bed, trying to avoid worsening the throbbing pain between his ears. He had used every available option to change the impending fate of the USS Fortitude, from trying to incite the crew to challenge the captain, attempting to corrupt the core computer, scrambling a hidden distress signal, and the last was the one-use nanotech mind-link device. All he could do now was to hope that the Captain would have a last-minute change of heart. There wasn't much time left; only a few hours remained before the ISS Fortitude would reach their area and detect them.

A few tissues stuffed up his nose stopped the bleeding and a shot of Diclofenac-D helped with the headache. He didn't remember the exact date, and Gewissen had to strain his stinging eyes to see the wall timekeeper. The date indicator was pointing somewhere around 30.9 or 1.10 but his vision was too blurred to make it out clearly. That meant that the USS Fortitude might meet her end either on a month's end or on the beginning of a new month, depending on the hour when they go to face-off one more time with the ISS Fortitude.

A piece of useless trivia, thought Gewissen as he sighed sadly. He would have loved to still be around for the official opening of the Alinear Main Operations Station (A.M.O.S) Institute which was to be on the 17th of October; the culmination of many years of vision and effort by their fleet. He had no idea how the rest of the 76th fleet and their commanders would take the news of the self-destruction of the USS Fortitude. At least that would happen 2 weeks before the opening ceremony onboard the A.M.O.S Institute; time enough for their sadness to be eclipsed and forgottened by the joy of the opening of their long-awaited major base of operations in this sector. After all, the Fortitude was just 1 ship among many, and not a very important one at that.


But it didn't stop former First Officer Gewissen from feeling like an pathetic failure for being unable to stop his ship from being destroyed for a stupid reason by his hard-headed Captain.

COPYRIGHT of MICHAEL LIM (25.9.2009)
p.s. acknowledgement of ideas gleaned from the Star Trek series of books. Characters and ships are not related in anyway, intentional or unintentional, to those inside the official Trek Universe.

Wednesday, September 16, 2009

Funeral - a Yasmin Ahmad ad




I found this while looking up Yasmin Ahmad's advertisements on the Net. Some commented that this is her final directly produced commercial before her passing. This clip is among the best amongst her collection of excellent commercials. In a short 3 minutes, Yasmin composed a string of words and put together the nuances of actions and pictures that brought forth clearly a beautiful message. I hope you'll be moved as I was and many others have been.

Cherish and love our loved ones while we still can, including their imperfections.

Excerpt from the commercial:
"In the end, it's these small things that you remember, the little imperfections that make them perfect, for you. So to my beautiful children, I hope one day you too find yourselves life partners who are as beautifully imperfect as your father was to me."

Sunday, September 06, 2009

A clash in the vacuum (Appendix 1)

LOCATION: Communications Department, USS Fortitude, somewhere inside the Nos Asteroid Field.

Note:
Appendix 1 takes place in the time interval between
A clash in the vacuum (Part 4) and A clash in the vacuum (Part 5).

First Ensign Ren Ho sat at his computer station with his head resting on his folded hands, his eyes closed with rapt concentration. The earphones were uncomfortable but he didn't want the rest of his Communications Department co-workers to be disturbed by the audio transmissions he was listening to. Neglected for so long, silence and boredom was now the norm of a Department that was supposed to be busy with incoming and outgoing audio & video transmissions. Only text-based messages were sent nowadays, and even then only to ships that the Captain was still in contact with and were old friends with their captains.

The command staff of the USS Fortitude was so obsessed with fighting and defeating the ISS Fortitude on their own that everything else had been put aside, even direct commands from Fleet Command or the Fleet Admiral Himself. They were part of the 76th Fleet but it was little more than alphabets written on paper now. Fighting off the ISS Fortitude was all that consumed them; long ago was the last time they participated in fleet activities or engaged in battle side-by-side with the rest of the fleet; and even longer since they last responded to orders from the command staff of the 76th Fleet.

Even when the USS Fortitude coincidentally pick up enemy ships secretly closing in on other ships of their fleet, or when certain ships were heading into an ambush, the Captain had refused to transmit a warning to them. Officially, the excuse was to avoid giving away their position to the ISS Fortitude. But rumor amongst the crew was that the Captain was greatly ashamed of his own mistake with the ISS Fortitude and saw himself as unworthy of warning others until he had settled his own self-made problem first.

Second Ensign Gee Yang walked over to the empty station next to Ren Ho's and sat next to him. He let a few minutes pass before giving a good knock on his friend's head.
"Lost yourself in intercepting fleet transmissions again?" chuckled Gee Yang.
The embarrassed look on Ren Ho's face after ripping off the earphones was his silent reply.
"Next time, pay more attention to your surroundings. Who knows; a hull breach can happen or a battle alert signaled and you wouldn't even notice!"
The both of them laughed together, a happy change to their environment. A few other crew members of their department smiled along.
"So, what's new?" inquired Gee Yang.
"Since this morning, the 108th fleet has engaged an enemy fleet in system HG-45, 2 transport convoys were ambushed in Sector 10.45, the 171st fleet is fractured by factional infighting, while our very own 76th fleet is ... is planning major fleet maneuvers now that our new main base, the Alinear Main Operations Station (AMOS), is set up ... and ready for full-scale operations". Upon mentioning the name of the 76th fleet, Ren Ho's smile disappeared and his tone went south.
Gee Yang noticed the sudden change. "What is it?"
Ren Ho got up and exited his station, a frown on his face, and proceeded to kick his cubicle's dividing wall. Again. And again. Before shifting his angst to words.
"We are supposed to be out there with the rest of them! We're a part of the fleet, a member of the team, comrades in arms! We're supposed to fight with them, support and encourage each other, watch each others back ... but we're far away from everyone else, out here on our own. The captain is totally absorbed in our own death struggle with our evil twin ship, only thinking of his ship. But we aren't the only one in trouble. There are so many needs, problems, disasters ... so much needs to be done, accomplished and achieved! We're missing everything else. An entire universe lies out there; a host of other ships, fleets, planets, star systems, interstellar organizations, galaxies aplenty! But we're just running around asteroid fields"
Awkward silence hanged in the air as Gee Yang tried to piece together a reply. He was saved by a notification beep from Ren Ho's computer station.

They walked back to the console and Ren Ho keyed in several commands to check certain system details he was scanning for. And the additional seconds helped his friend string together a few sentences.
"I know what you're trying to say. I once felt like you did. But I chose to put all of it aside a long time ago; to just focus on the job and nothing else. Try that. Or the bigger picture you know we're missing will drive you insane"
"Putting it aside doesn't make it go away; only out of sight for a time" shot back Ren Ho.
The computer screen displayed the results of the system check Ren Ho had ran. Upon reaching the final line of the analysis, he bashed his fists onto the screen before knocking it hard with his forehead. Shocked, Gee Yang tried to read the results for himself to see what would elicit such a response.
Speaking hoarsely through clenched teeth, Ren Ho explained the gibberish on his screen. "The Captain ... we had a time window to contact Fleet Command ... an opportunity to alert the others about our desperate condition and ask for help ... but the systems scan ... showed no communications whatsoever with Fleet Command. Or the Fleet Admiral. That was the last time window ... the final one we had before the ISS Fortitude reaches us. We're beyond aid now".
To this, Gee Yang decided against offering any reply as he watched his friend shut off his computer console.
"Care to join me in my room for some Chataeu Or'leans and Segali mushrooms?" offered Ren Ho as he got up from his seat again.
"Chataeu Or'leans? But that's the most expensive champagne you have in your collection And Segali mushrooms cost a bomb!" gasped Gee Yang, surprised at his unexpected generosity.
"Yes indeed. After all, as we're about to be dead, we deserve one last fine supper. Rather than let the vacuum of space consume them. A waste. The empty void doesn't have taste buds or a sense of smell to savor them". Ren Ho smirked bitterly at that last sentence.

Having gotten the approval to leave, they walked out of their Department; relishing the thought of their last meal, putting aside their impending doom for a few more moments.

COPYRIGHT of MICHAEL LIM (6.9.2009)
p.s. acknowledgement of ideas gleaned from the Star Trek series of books. Characters and ships are not related in anyway, intentional or unintentional, to those inside the official Trek Universe.

Saturday, September 05, 2009

Goodbye's (the saddest word) - Celine Dion

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=cvC6_g1xyyE



This is a beautiful song sung by Celine Dion; of upwelling gratitude, promises spoken and the sad anticipation of farewell. While originally for mothers, I'm sure this song is just as applicable to father's as well. And for others too, with a little effort.

Goodbye's the saddest word I'll ever hear
Goodbye's the last time I will hold you near
Someday you'll say that word and I will cry
It'll break my heart to hear you say goodbye

'Till we meet again; until then ... goodbye ...

Saturday, August 15, 2009

Come Thou Fount of every blessing - the story behind the hymn




Robert Robinson's father died when he was young, and he turned to a life of recklessness and hooliganism. At the age of 20 he attended a service pastored by George Whitefield, repented of his sin, reformed his ways and became a Methodist preacher. Robert wrote "Come, Thou Fount of Every Blessing" as a hymn-poem for the conclusion of his sermon for Whitsunday, 1758 when he was 23 years old.

In stanza three, Robinson speaks of being "prone to wander, prone to leave the God I love". This seems to be a forecast of his later life, when he lapsed into sin, unstableness and involvement with Unitarianism. There is a well-known story of Robinson, riding a stagecoach with a lady who was deeply engrossed in a hymnbook. Seeking to encourage him, she asked him what he thought of the hymn she was humming. Robinson burst into tears and said, "Madam, I am the poor unhappy man who wrote that hymn many years ago, and I would give a thousand worlds, if I had them, to enjoy the feelings I had then."
EDIT (6.9.09) - Adding a portion from a post commentor:
The young woman spoke up boldly, in response to his grief-stricken words. Quoting from his own hymn, she said, "Sir, the streams of mercy are still flowing." It was the means of bringing him to repentance and a return to the Lord.

References
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Robert_Robinson_%28hymnist%29
http://songsandhymns.org/hymns/detail/come-thou-fount-of-every-blessing
https://www.blogger.com/comment.g?blogID=11532405&postID=387199525771442987&isPopup=true

Friday, August 14, 2009

When it's all been said and done - Robin Mark

A gentle reminder amidst the hustle and bustle of life.